So... Summer's over and I'm still not okay. I'm strong, I am. But yall just don't know. It's killing me. And by now, it should've gotten easier. ITS JUST NOT FAIR. And I'm trying to accept it, I'm trying to forgive and forget. I'm trying to make the best of it and I'm trying to just man up and move on. But Lord knows, I really did love him.

Too bad, so sad.

Numb.

Numb to you, numb to her, numb to me.
Damn, you hella broke me.
If only you knew.

"Better treat your girl right, cause if you don't, another man will. Treat her like another man will."

I think maybe we need this. It's hard and I don't like it but maybe it's something we need. Break it to me gently, please. I don't want to know.

i wish you could see how much you hurting me.

im sorry im such a jealous monster. but i don't trust you. i know when you say i'm the only girl, you saying it just to make me feel better. but you used to be so sure that it was me. and now that you're doubting us: i get scared another girl is gonna steal your heart away. and i get scared that you'll let her.

i was hoping that when we broke up, you'd realize you couldn't live without me. hella backfired on me, huh? these things been bothering me lately... and you don't comfort me or nothing. i really need you, but you never here. and i'm so sick of trying to be so deep and cutesy with you when i'm just doing all this stupid trash just so you can notice me. just so you can look at me. just so you can talk to me. you and the rest of the world think i'm just overreacting, nah papa. my heart just breaking.

WHAT DOES A GIRL GOTTA DO?! jump out the car in the middle of a freewaaaaay? then will you notice or pay attention to me?

 wake up, you're killing me.